Dear diary,

Im so serious that I wanna leave.

我真的被气到极点，呆不下去。
刺激到我，让我觉的，走会是一件开心的事。

I'm going to start doing my resume and sending it OUT !

Seriouly I can't such environment, with medical and oncology stand a vast difference being put as a same ward.

What's the strength of the staff? Making the same old ppl doing the same routine and work really tires one out...

我只是不甘愿和别人领同样的薪金，却得承受与她人不同的压力。

I know at the end of the day, what I gained is not the s 11... But the knowledge / skills/ experience that will stay in me.... I always tell this to comfort myself...

But many at times, I find all these things are all bullshit* and I can't find any reason to comfort myself that I will be happy working here......

我昨天真的有一点崩溃，很多事冲着我来。

连呼吸都有点喘不过气。

做不完的事，等着我。

The workload and stress is there; always there!

I just simply can't cope, the way how it torture me mentally!

One day, I shall...............

The vicious cycle continues......

Wen be gone for morning shift....