Im not running out of time. I've like got 3 months to consider and take my time to search.

I've always lacked of courage to step out of my comfort zone to struggle to start everything new again. Im someone who like the old not the new.

每每，有离开的念头，
但，总是没勇气站出来，
我想，是因为我缺乏了人生目标。
我还以为，三年过了，我还是会待上两三年，
不过，那一瞬间，我突然累了。
累了。

忙碌的工作，每一天都把自己埋进这个无底洞，
压力，随风而来，
环境，有人盯，压迫，检查，
每天，都和时间赛跑，
但，往往却输给了时间。

我还真的待不下去。

我很想，一边读着书，另一边从头再来。
反正，这一行，原则是跑不掉的。
从头，开始学习新的 culture
可能，我会比较开心。


The time will come, and i want to fight for my well-being.
I dont want to live like there's no tomorrow, brought my stressors back and have nightmare out of it.

I want... I want to just lead a simple life..
With a small dream on hand that is attainable and realistic.

Wen