Monday Blues...Have the urge to set-up my laptop, lying on my comfy bed in a breezy night, blogging away !

Throwing my monday blues behind ! Today was my first day at work after 2 long weeks of leave. And i thought to myself. NO ! I'm not going to be there for long. AM I ? How pessimistic? Yes indeed !

Why ? Because i am so disappointed in myself ! }

I am a Staff Nurse and yet i failed in delegating !

I didn't want to go into details. Everytime when i am back to my workplace, i've so much unhappiness that i want to vent. Why? This shows that i am really unhappy working there.

I've got another 6 months to consider if i really want to put everything down and start anew in a new environment. I really dont want to work under the pressure and environment that i would fail in delegating.


Scenario 1

Scenario 2

Scenario 3

There are so many instances i do not want to point it out !

Freaking dislike my current working environment !

"Not my patient, not my problem!" How selfish. I realised.



Any-o-how...

Life still goes on.......



I will just do my part. For myself, as well as for my lil' patients !

I cant decide what will happen in the next few months, but i know for whatever decisions i make, i will make the best out of it.

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Is it something we'll just have to go through?
Probably in this stage of life, it is.
I seriously got no clue to it, and I don't know.

Wen