The meaning of life......
I've been feeling so moody since 2 days back.. It's not due to PMS as i'm having my menses now. I would say its POST-MS.... The inclining surge of progesterone that cause my moodiness? Maybe... I dont know..
Seeing my patient "zhong hao" makes me and everyone happy. He makes my dear cindy happy too. Since long since i've seen cindy laughing so happily while playing. We're all amused by zhonghao's pronounciation of words... =) He speaks without the first vowel of every word. E.g. Wo Chi bao le.. he will speak "oo hii aoo eerr".... Sometimes we'll end up laughing for what he had just said.
Zhonghao will be undergoing his BMT (Bone Marrow Transplant) soon. Which means he has to go through a very tedious and challenging process. By the time, i will be back in wd75. Hope he can pull through this tough period. Its really a tedious process for this 7 year old boy! Awww..
As the days past, i felt so attached with the patient that i took care of. At the same time feeling a tinge bit of sadness that they had to live with such illness. Everyday they are battling with the infection as well as overcoming the side effects of the strong chemotherapy they are receiving. They cant lead life like a normal children, they cant go to school. They cant go to over-crowded places. They cant eat and drink as and when they like. All food and drink must be fresh and well-cooked. They cant keep up a nice hairstyle, because chemo tends to make them alopecia.. Imaging all these lil angels going through so much.. really aches their mummy and daddy and the people around them!
Little claudie is struggling too. Hoping for the best for this lil girl. Little Max had LCH relapse again. Poor Maxie.. And zhenhan... I hope that one day he will be awake.. telling me his pain score of his headache. Seeing him in such a comatosed state really pains my heart!! Awww... so sad to see all these children suffering in one way of another.
They taught me the meaning of life. Never give up; you wont know what will happen the next moment. So live life to the fullest !
Wen♥
Seeing my patient "zhong hao" makes me and everyone happy. He makes my dear cindy happy too. Since long since i've seen cindy laughing so happily while playing. We're all amused by zhonghao's pronounciation of words... =) He speaks without the first vowel of every word. E.g. Wo Chi bao le.. he will speak "oo hii aoo eerr".... Sometimes we'll end up laughing for what he had just said.
Zhonghao will be undergoing his BMT (Bone Marrow Transplant) soon. Which means he has to go through a very tedious and challenging process. By the time, i will be back in wd75. Hope he can pull through this tough period. Its really a tedious process for this 7 year old boy! Awww..
As the days past, i felt so attached with the patient that i took care of. At the same time feeling a tinge bit of sadness that they had to live with such illness. Everyday they are battling with the infection as well as overcoming the side effects of the strong chemotherapy they are receiving. They cant lead life like a normal children, they cant go to school. They cant go to over-crowded places. They cant eat and drink as and when they like. All food and drink must be fresh and well-cooked. They cant keep up a nice hairstyle, because chemo tends to make them alopecia.. Imaging all these lil angels going through so much.. really aches their mummy and daddy and the people around them!
Little claudie is struggling too. Hoping for the best for this lil girl. Little Max had LCH relapse again. Poor Maxie.. And zhenhan... I hope that one day he will be awake.. telling me his pain score of his headache. Seeing him in such a comatosed state really pains my heart!! Awww... so sad to see all these children suffering in one way of another.
They taught me the meaning of life. Never give up; you wont know what will happen the next moment. So live life to the fullest !
Wen♥
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