It's wednesday already. Time passed within a blink of eye. I'll be doing my night shift again tonight. Went to work on monday, completed my IV course just yesterday. Passed the theory test and proceeded with all the assesment skills.

Meet up with Hou Lili (kaili) thereafter, had dinner at bugis hongkong cafe. Went window-ed shopping.. walked past bugis street and i really cant stand the place. Manifested with the bengs and lians.

Been doing nothing since i woke up today, felt so gloomy. Maybe its because the series of life stressors came choking me. Felt so empty within. Days passed each day and i felt a lil' depressed to all the life stressors.

Everyday i wished for sunshine after the rain. There's nothing else that matter most to me. Except than seeing my love ones in good health and be happy in whatever things they do.

Yet, I've always been wanting to give them the greatest comfort they yearned for, so disappointed in myself that til now, i still cant give the best yet. Still struggling and sinking down the boat at the same time.

Providing the best comfort to them is my greatest wish for now. Nothing else really matters!

I love them. The symbolic interaction LOVE i had for them will never diminished!