The 2 nights were hell. 1st night, paired up with XH doing oncology and general med. 2nd night paired up with SN N* doing general med. Im so so tired can! Seems to be mentally exhausted after 2 nights.

Lately I heard many ppl saying, a nurse from TTSH, took concentrated ampoules of KCL back to Malaysia, jabbed herself with bolus KCL (Potassium) and committed suicide.

IV addictives KCL (potassium) a kind of electrolyte can be readily access in the wards. Its widely used in hospital to correct the electrolytes level in the body. Its a very easy simple way that could cause fatal death. It is really a lethal injection, that causes arrythimia in one and because the heart will cease to function and eventually it lead to death. Potassium is not a potent drug, however when given bolus (injected to veins without dilution) is lethal.

My goodness, this really portray how stressful the nurse is that causes her to commit suicide in such a way!

Postnight. Sleeping day.

Slept all the way til 4pm (to pee) and went back to sleep again after requesting my sister to help me massage me accu points on my face and my dad to massage on my tired foot. Went back to sleep again after all the tension. Woke up around 8pm for dinner.

Went online, randomly search for blogskins and decided to change my skin after several ones.

Tomorrow is friday again, im so anticipated because i can spend my weekend with baby again.

JB Seafood is still pending;
ECP Seafood is still pending;
Staying at home is still pending as well;

=) We'll decide our plans for tmr after 1430hrs.



Baby, i will always be there for you.