Sickening ward !!
I've been doing either junior or in-charge for 12 patients for the last 2-3 weeks.. i am gonna break down soon!! The hectic workload, the never-ending work to do.. this has been going on day in day out.. i am really drained out by all these!!
The senior of every shift will always put me in charge that side... !! I really feel so worn out each day.... didn't have the motivation to go to work.. just like today... i am having my pm shift later on.. and i continue to sleep despite knowing that i have to wake up to do something.. i just continue to sleep.... Im in denial...
Sleeping is a form of escape.. everyone knows that...
How i wish i could have a break now.. working non-stop for 3 months i really cant take it any more!! I didn't have time to do things that i enjoy.. even i do.. i still have to worry about stepping into the ward the following day... i always dread to step into ward..
It would be different if there are nice colleagues around.. but when i looked around the staff that work with me.. they are all so weird.. wearing a smile all the time.. but u dont know what they are gg to do to malign u the next time round.
I have got one incident.. i am the counterchecker.. and ended up i have to write a memo to NM to tell her what happen!! MEMO ?? My god... this of course leaves a bad impression..
Of course the SSN do what she is best at... push the responsibility to me!! And she even dare to asked me "Janice the form u labelled one right?" "Did u labelled correctly." For that split second, i went speechless... "Hello, its you who labelled.. and i am very sure.. i only checked the specimen.. yeah it was labelled.."
Just when the lab called up.. and i saw the form written wasn't my hand-writing.. it was HER who labelled the form!!
I am wrongly accused!! Each and everytime.. this wasn't the first time.. seriously speaking i hate to work in wd 75.. there isn't any teamwork.. u wouldn't know when is ur turn!!
Reluctantly stepping into the ward... how i wish i could disappear myself... escaping from this harsh and cruel reality...
How i wish i am now not dealing with life and death.. its a terrible process to go through!!
However, no choice but to..
Another non-stop weekend for me to go through... very much wanted to take a MC to really rest my body however its a tough decision to go through.. in a dilemma.. because at the end .. i still want to acheive something out of it..
I tell myself to put up a smile at work.. everything will be alright...
alright, time to go
The senior of every shift will always put me in charge that side... !! I really feel so worn out each day.... didn't have the motivation to go to work.. just like today... i am having my pm shift later on.. and i continue to sleep despite knowing that i have to wake up to do something.. i just continue to sleep.... Im in denial...
Sleeping is a form of escape.. everyone knows that...
How i wish i could have a break now.. working non-stop for 3 months i really cant take it any more!! I didn't have time to do things that i enjoy.. even i do.. i still have to worry about stepping into the ward the following day... i always dread to step into ward..
It would be different if there are nice colleagues around.. but when i looked around the staff that work with me.. they are all so weird.. wearing a smile all the time.. but u dont know what they are gg to do to malign u the next time round.
I have got one incident.. i am the counterchecker.. and ended up i have to write a memo to NM to tell her what happen!! MEMO ?? My god... this of course leaves a bad impression..
Of course the SSN do what she is best at... push the responsibility to me!! And she even dare to asked me "Janice the form u labelled one right?" "Did u labelled correctly." For that split second, i went speechless... "Hello, its you who labelled.. and i am very sure.. i only checked the specimen.. yeah it was labelled.."
Just when the lab called up.. and i saw the form written wasn't my hand-writing.. it was HER who labelled the form!!
I am wrongly accused!! Each and everytime.. this wasn't the first time.. seriously speaking i hate to work in wd 75.. there isn't any teamwork.. u wouldn't know when is ur turn!!
Reluctantly stepping into the ward... how i wish i could disappear myself... escaping from this harsh and cruel reality...
How i wish i am now not dealing with life and death.. its a terrible process to go through!!
However, no choice but to..
Another non-stop weekend for me to go through... very much wanted to take a MC to really rest my body however its a tough decision to go through.. in a dilemma.. because at the end .. i still want to acheive something out of it..
I tell myself to put up a smile at work.. everything will be alright...
alright, time to go
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