I was chatting with mic in the night yesterday.

I was feeling all so gloomy..

Her encouragement of words bring back my smile..

She sent me this rainbow that she took in Bangkok.

It was lovely*

Thanks mic..

I always remember what you said..

..Work for the lil' angels.. not them..

Let's go through this together..


This morning i was all so motivated to go to work..

I listened to Rascal Fatts - Skin..

It touched me deeply..

Thanks darling who sent me long time ago, as i happened to hear it at my playlist.

I got so motivated to go to work to care for all the lil angels that is suffering from sickness.

Here is the song.. Here it goes.. just click and listen..

Its really a nice song that touches deep into my heart. =)

Skin - Rascal Fatts

SaraBeth is scared to death
To hear what the doctor will say
She hasn't been well
Since the day that she fell And the bruise it just wont go away
So she sits and she waits with her mother and dad
And flips through an old magazine'
Til the nurse with a smile stands at the door
And says "Will you please come with me?"

SaraBeth is scared to death
Cause the doctor just told her the news
Between the red cells and white
Something's not right
But we're gonna take care of you
Six chances in ten it wont come back again
With the therapy we're gonna try
It's just been approved it's the strongest there is
I think we caught it in timeSaraBeth closes her eyes

And she dreams she dancin' around and around
Without any cares
And her very first love
Is holding her close
And the soft wind is blowing her hair

SaraBeth is scared to death as she sits holding her mom
cause It would be a mistake For someone to take
A girl with no hair to the prom
For just this morning right there on her pillow
Was the cruelest of any surprise
Yet She cried when she gathered it all in her hands
The proof that she couldn't deny
SaraBeth closes her eyes

And she dreams she dancin' around and around
With out any cares
And her very first love
Was holding her close
And the soft wind was blowing her hair

It's quarter to seven that boy's at the door
Her daddy ushers him in
And when he takes off his cap they all start to cry
Cause this morning where his hair had been
Softly she touches just skin

They go dancin' around and around
Without any cares
And her very first true love
Is holding her close


And for a moment she isn't scared

Ohhhhhh.

Despite feeling so motivated.. I was so busy in the morning.. I was left to swim at work..I've really no one to turn to.. And when i was so busy, my junior have got the cheek to tell me.. "Janice i go for my break, please help me udate the charts!" Of course i said OK! And i was so occupied with my stuff that i forget all abt it.. when i can settle down to do my stuff, i went one round of parameters taking and i looked at the last time entered.. it was 0920hours.. and it was 1110hours when i updated them all.. so my junior have been missing for 1 and 1/2 hours... she is the bird.. the old bird !! -.- I really cant stand her!

And my in-charge went to /nurse /the onco patient... and i can really feel the unfairness my colleagues were facing they are really stressed out to the extent that i see her tears in the midst of the busi-ness.. I feel the stress level.. working so hard for the onco patient and yet no one appreciate and yet still make a din in the ward.. causing discontentment from everywhere!! Ward 75 is really a mad house w/o sister nowadays!!

This cant go on... everyone gonna break down sooner or later..


Taking a MC is an escape for me.. But still i have to go back to reality to accomplish what i am deem responsible for.. this is my job, the profession i chose.. I will endure and work hard for all the lil' angels.. they are the one who needed us most! =)


I will stay strong!!