Been so long since i last blog.. So tired lately.. barely had enough of sleep and the cycle continues again.

Its so hard adjusting to be a working adult.. i'm still adapting.. learning along the way.

Went out with gina to vivo on tuesday.. talked so much.. n finally can share some stuff with her.. like finally.. my darkest secret.. ! Things that happened that hurt me the most during that period of time.. the depression period.. the frenship and trust that we had fade to ashes.. the post traumatic stress... the every thing.. and she knew it all.. like finally.. someone can hear me out.. thou frens for so long.. but still there lies some cold hard truth.. that i am unable to forgive myself till this day ! its hard for her to believe too.. =)





About work..

I'm going back to ward 75 next monday. because my totalling in adolescent ward is so pathetic that the NC had to split me and olivine up to different wards for the benefit of learning. She will stay in 62.. while i will go to 75.. Its so funny, after one big round, i am still back in 75.. however its only for temporary.. untill they officially make changes.. so for the mean time.. will be working with faz and mich.. so happy to work with this 2 pretty gals again. =)

However, its so hard for me to put on a facade and meet the neh again.. yeah.. she's darn sarcastic. Faz should know what i am refering.. being nasty infront of u and being 'nice' in front of the senior staff.

Obstacles will come along the way..and this road is getting tougher.. but i will pull thru.. =)



Past 2 days, JCI praticum makes everyone panick.. everyone is gg mad becus of JCI.. and we new staff had a hideout place with the NC. =) haha.. and we had some theory teaching by NC.. with faz and mich and all..

Today lunch... we ate at the park.. yes.. ollie loves to eat there.. ! haha..




About life;

Last saturday had a simplicity of the night with mister. We had riverside dinner @ clarke quay.. m fav. hokkaido green tea ice cream had surf' up for late night movie.. and lastly.. spent 70% in the car enjoying nice and good music and getting lost on the street. =P

Being with him, makes me happy.. because of what he makes me feel.

Back home at the wee hours of 3am.. after the super large share of supper at my hse there. (The bar chor mee) and he ended with a sweeet gift. =X

He got me missing him so much that we meet on the following day again.. surprises and surprises he gave.. makes me lost of words.. We had "ban mian gan" for late lunch.. very nice.. because.. he taught the auntie to cook it.. its not up on the menu board. haha..

And i went to my cousin hse thereafter.. already very tired.. but i still managed to make my way there. Yeap.. so this is how i spent my weekend.

Thru it all.. i enjoyed alot.


Its so funny how he make me feel.. =) and its so certain how he feel.



27/06/07 mark the day !




michael buble - everything

says it all. =)




xoxo♥